Insomnia
Current mood:Experimental
I’ve not been sleeping regular hours recently. I made a deal with myself yesterday that I would go to bed at a decent hour to wake up at a decent hour. Instead I was up until about 5 am and got up around 1 pm.
Well, I guess I wasn’t officially awake either. I was in that half awake delirious thoughts delirious word state. The words took on an almost physical quality and swirled around in my head. I thought abut getting up to write, but it didn’t happen. I was convinced that I would remember everything today, but I do not.
They say that dreams are often the unconscious mind’s method of sorting things out. Of course, I wasn’t really dreaming, but it was all making sense for once. I was thinking about some things that I am insecure about, that were confusing, etc. It made sense when the mind could just drift and shut out the reality that I’ve constructed.
I think the one thing that I do remember was thinking about spilling my opinions on some things that I diplomatically keep to myself. Yes, those things have to do with music.
Some more surface level thought of recent has been my WordPress blog. I’ve been really good at ignoring it recently, I’ve been writing here. Although there are a million music blogs out there, I think I’m going to repost the stuff I write here AND write about some music. It’s the least I can do for a community that I take from. I have my radio show, but why not expand upon that? There is AMAZING music out there that never gets it chance…and too much that gets much more than it deserves. I don’t know who will look, but at least it will be one more place where new things could be discovered.
In that sense of discovery, we are all relying on each other these days. The old methods don’t work anymore. There are only so many magazines and they are having trouble staying afloat. The pages are dedicated to the tried and true trends in the attempt to sell copies. That is also the case with booking tours as promoters are afraid of losing their asses.
Rely on each other for discovery. The hard copy of music is dead. I like having vinyl and mp3s. We musicians have no control over the sharing of our songs anymore. I accept it. What else can I do? It would be nice if I could make a living off of the creation of recorded music, but that time is gone. The structure is gone.
So, I ask you this favor for me. Then I will ask you a favor for everyone else. First, please, I ask you that you find 5 friends to share this bands (The Rebound) music with. Send a link to this mySpace page or email a couple of the songs you like best. Ask them to pass those songs along if they like them. It is this interest that I need from you to be able to afford to get out on the road. I feel selfish asking such a thing, but they say it can never help to ask.
The second favor is this. Please send ME the stuff that you are interested in now. Music, art, film, articles information, etc. I want to add to this circle of information on my WordPress page and on my radio show. Send me demos. Send me news. Send me stuff!
Send it here and lets get the ball rolling. Maybe this is a sign that I need to get out more, but I at least want to try.
xo R